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your eyes open, yet, the window is shut. a valve, disengaged pressure lowers i am sucked in i cannot escape i cannot evade noxious gas radiates from the mask filters, rubber, plexiglas, i couldn't keep it out i cannot breathe, asphyxiated my lips part but, the pipe has stopped. a vent, obstructed miasma heightens you are transfigured now you have sought you have destroyed methylamine pulls me further down, engulfs, encysts, i couldn't stop the flames i cannot destroy, emasculated our vessels burst, and, our muscles have locked. two moths, wide-open mouths linger we still bleed within we are hemorrhaged

I lived to stare Watching listlessly Observing idly Slowly my glut grew and grew Waxing I can pierce it with my finger As I make lines The rotund shapes mimic Lipoidal masses Encyst the state of unhealthiness Disfiguring my appearance I look at my reflection I can see my eyes move Rapidly targeting across the silver glass Yearning to cut the skin away But I do not care for pain Or scars Or bloody stares I can see you staring Arrogant and critical Level-headed and practical You won’t stop staring Pupils incinerate my confidence I’m egomaniacal, I’m conceited I think too highly of myself Thinking that yo